Do not attempt to
describe the longing, as it is by its nature indescribable
Allow it to overtake
you and then drain from you, like an electric charge
Step back, take deep
breaths
If thoughts about all
the things you have to do begin
to arise, suspend them in midair, and allow them to evaporate
Allow
the indescribable longing to return, slowly if possible
Consider
how it relates to your past and what you want to accomplish
Think
about your other accomplishments. Perhaps you've satisfied this
longing in the past, and are totally forgetting about it
Consider
whether your indescribable longing is an artistic longing
If
you believe it is, begin to accept the fact that it will never be
satisfied
Rather
than "completion," invest more stock in terms like
discipline, exploration, tension, and development
Put
aside all notions of audience appeal. Recognize that your
indescribable longing may only lead to the creation of
monstrosities.
It's
important that these monstrosities are made
Some
days you may be able to write from your gut, and
with composure. Be
sure to register this feeling, but know there is no sure way to
establish this balance
Don't
be too hard on yourself if you're putting in the time and the effort
If
something feels boring or contrived, come at it from another angle
Repeat
this process until things become spherical
