What if heaven is inescapable,
a place to go to within the mind?
What if it lingers there, burning
while we are otherwise distracted?

I want a long hook to pull me from the stage
so that, from the sidelines,
I can simply watch the world
in all of it's splendor

I know I contain some grand kernel,
an essence of the earth, as do all humans
Perhaps that's why I yearn to speak
in ways I don't quite understand

Perhaps that's why wordless currents
swirl within me
causing me to speak about paradise
as a great unfolding conversation
Something in the body knows
when the spirit wears thin,
when hope appears to be
caught in the wires

Something in the body
is a messenger to the unknown
it travels through the night
and in the morning whispers to us,

in a voice too small to hear
without being magnified. We must
reach out our hands
and be very quiet

We must listen for that
singular point
where the unknown comes into contact
with our inspiration
What is believing?
Is it a hollow shell
for us to put stuff in?
Is it an Apache helicopter,
hovering over the blue ocean?

Nothing is more sacred
than the sting of a wasp
It is immediate and inescapable
while the rest of the sensual world
can be shrugged off

I want a bandage
over whatever eye urges me
to see beyond

I want to see the most immediate things
most clearly
I want the fog of the future
and the formulaic conditions
to be burned away
in the light of the sun